Donnerstag, 28. Juni 2007
And I swear that I don't have a gun
Where does love ends and love begin. What makes you take that final decision to be lovers instead of friends. Is it only physical attraction. Because physical attraction ends. But somewhere along the line, that doesn't matter. It's not like I always have to love different people, when the blind infatuation is over, I love the person deeply and their appearance is only their cover. In most cases the person underneath is more beautiful anyway. So what is it then, that very final step. Crossing an already thin line. I hate rhetorical questions. I always ask a lot of questions. Most of them are never answered and even if they are it's just a matter of opinion. I think it's really rather strange that I have so many friends around here because I honestly don't get along with a lot of people. I always try not to be rude because I hate rude people, but if I come off snappy please don't push it. Sometimes I find friends in random encounters, I guess those moments are nice. I don't know why I'm still writing, this doesn't make any sense. I haven't been around for a few days. Maddox got back from the hospital on Monday. It was nothing serious, he just hurt himself playing. I love him so much. I can't stand to watch him cry. They kept him there for three days, I couldn't leave his side and Simon gave me time off from the set and settled everything with the studio. He's a weird little man, but wonderful at the core. My baby is fine now. A little plaster on his forehead is the only thing left of this experience. I can never get over how tiny his fingers are. He has to use his entire fist to hold one of mine. Since I met him and we bounded, we've been doing that. I give him my hand and he grabs hold of the index finger. Most of the time it's the index one. I suppose that's our foundation right now. Yes, I have a male stunt double. Knock yourselves out with this one, kids, but at least make it entertaining. Everyone's last words should probably be 'I was on drugs'. That automatically removes all blame and seems like a safer bet than conversion at deathbed. Pretend this entry is only saying "I am so sick of some people" so I'm gonna go now.
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I honestly don't know where half of my friends on this thing come from, but I figure most of them probably decided that I was the friend of a friend and therefore a safe pick.How old is Maddox? We're kind of like opposites in the parenting world - a woman with a son and a man with a daughter.'I was on drugs' would explain a lot for me.
Don't sell yourself short. Actually, I don't rememb... ouch. I probably added you because of that exact reason. I don't know, I love Dave okay. Please tell Dave that. That is you by the way. Dave is my favorite comment buddy in the world. I love Dave. Do you want me to continue? He's 13 months and 20 days today ;) How old is your daughter? When I finally force you Blur kids home, we should go on a picnic or something. Did you just started a new thread because the other was growing waaaay too long? <3!
I'm not selling myself short. I know it's the truth. People become familiar with Damon or Alex (Alex especially) or Graham and then decide that they will broaden their Blur horizons. I don't mind because I've met some lovely people that way. I'm not much of a socialiser, adding people left and right.She's six. People tend to forget I even have a daughter, but that's fine by me because she won't be exposed to the media much. We ought to have a picnic at Primrose Hill.I think we're participating in both threads at once, aren't we?
Can I at least be one of those lovely people? So I might love Alex a little more than the next person, but I still think it's a little sad that is how it works. You are a completely wonderful friend, Dave and I'm not just saying that because I'm having a 'I-love-Dave' day. You're right. (again) I hate that Maddox is so exposed but I can't put him in a cage either. And there's nothing better than spending time in a park with your baby. Is Primrose Hill a good place? You know London better than me, I'm just passing by. We are! I just took a little break though, but now I'm back. I've noticed we always do this, like one isn't enough.
You're entitled to the term, yes. "I-love-Dave" days are completely welcome in my book. I accept the friends I get and sort through them to find the keepers.I've never had problems with the media hounding me, but Damon has had a horrible time leaving the house with Missy. Primrose Hill is pretty nice, I'd say. There are plenty of other areas besides that, of course.I'm sure I'm not the only one you do this with.
Way to go, Dave. Treat potentially friends like things that are to be sorted out. Well, it beats my method. If I'm in a good mood, I'll say and chat, if I'm in a less good mood, I pretty much run. I'm confused (I have to stop saying that!) Is Missy Damon's daughter? Sob, so much for the Blur fan. But really, who cares about Damon? It's all about the UR and the little funny man that makes Graham. Don't make me sound like a slut of some sort. Of course I only do this with you :-*
your icons are ugly. i'm making new ones.
YOU ARE SO MEAN!!! I ran out of pictures okay and I have like 6 black and white ones. I hate them too but what am I supposed to do, I've looked through 600 pictures by now.
the ones i made are good. i might have to upload them to [my] server because aim is being a cock.
I love how you're not so full of yourself ;) Thank you, baby. That will work just fine. I can IM you if you like, cause I'm under a different name right now. If you're on of course. [You] are really great either way.
holla
DAMN YOU NUMBER 5
Guess I have to use number 5 then ;) Thank you! Whenever I'm having icon issues, I can always count on you to read my mind.Ok, but you can't be hating on this one! I love it so much!!! But seriously, which ones are you hating so much? They are not *that* bad... I hope.
i dont like the lollipop one or the crazy one. i am very anal about icons.
I've noticed. I love your icons though. I can't really take those two down because I try to have icons that match the mood of my comment so I need different kinds and the kissy one is frequently used, also the crazy one because I just throw that in wherever nothing else fits. See, you're not the only anal person around here <3I love this one.
I'm glad to hear Maddox is doing ok Angelina.Had me a little worried there.And you do bring up some good points. I don't know why people are friends with me either, since I apparently like to tell people off.But you do make sense, don't think you don't.Oh yeah, you're invited to the wedding, whenever we have it.- Christian
Sorry, babe. Didn't mean to alarm anyone, just explaining my absense :)You have never told me off and I'm lucky to have you as a friend. (Even though I send chat invitations instead of talking sometimes, but that's just me ;) Thank you so much! Oh my god, I'm so happy for you guys! I'll be there, just say when and where.
you should replace the sad one with this one because the sad one makes you look old and you're not
I humour pretty much everyone.Missy is Damon's. Pepper is Graham's. The only one lacking a daughter is Alex.Cheers. Now I feel infinitely special.
Okay anything for you, babe.
You're so fancy that way ;)Stop that. I'm sobbing by the thought of someone giving Alex a daughter. Not because he doesn't deserve it, but... stop. You don't want to hear this. I'm loving the Blur baby girls. You all seem so much cuter all of a sudden, even Damon. Cheers because you said it.
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